LE排.. 冇SAI MOOD.. 自從知咗咁多野之後.. 都唔係話有心機做任何野..

原來真係唔知咁多野好..

情願幻想吓..理得佢係真定假..

都好過知道一樣自己最唔想發生GE野變做事實..  

每日期待GEE.. 就係AFTER SCH去玩MUSIC.. BK HM練琴都可以練2 HRZ.. -V-' 如果MACAU有一間MUSIC SCH就好LUU.. 我唔使再讀書讀得咁辛苦.. 又可以有好多時間做我自己想做GE野.. BUT可惜的仲未有.. 就算NEXT YEAR有GE話.. 我都讀到HIGHER FORM LARR (如無意外的話).. 讀得咁辛苦去HIGHER FORM.. 唔係GOR時有MUSIC SCH就走去放棄STUDIES ARR.. AII..

SOMETIMES.. I DUNO IF WE THIS AGE,,

I HV A MIND OF OLD OR YOUNG..

SOME HOW A FEW PPL TELL ME THAT I HV AN OLD PPL GE MIND..

EVEN THE IQ TESTS TELL ME THAT MY MIND 36-38 YEARS OLD..

BUT I DUN THINK SO LORR..

I'M STILL THINKING 2 YOUNG..

I'M 2 STUPID..

SOMEHOW OLDER FRDS CAN THINK OF THGS VERY DEEPLY..

THEY KNOW HOW 2 HANDLE THGS..

NOT 2 LET THEMSELF LOSE FACE..

JUZ STAY CALM..

BUT 4 ME..

I'LL DO SOMETHG SILLY..

Y THERE IS SO MUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE..

I DUN WANT 2 BE SMALL ANY MORE..

I WANT 2 BE BIGGER..

AND KNOW MORE THGS..

DUN WANT ALWAYS STAY ON THE SILLY LEVEL..

HATE MYSELF!!

Y I DUN WORK HARDER..

I DUN WANT 2 BE LIKE THAT ANYMORE..