SOMETIMES.. I DUNO IF WE THIS AGE,,

I HV A MIND OF OLD OR YOUNG..

SOME HOW A FEW PPL TELL ME THAT I HV AN OLD PPL GE MIND..

EVEN THE IQ TESTS TELL ME THAT MY MIND 36-38 YEARS OLD..

BUT I DUN THINK SO LORR..

I'M STILL THINKING 2 YOUNG..

I'M 2 STUPID..

SOMEHOW OLDER FRDS CAN THINK OF THGS VERY DEEPLY..

THEY KNOW HOW 2 HANDLE THGS..

NOT 2 LET THEMSELF LOSE FACE..

JUZ STAY CALM..

BUT 4 ME..

I'LL DO SOMETHG SILLY..

Y THERE IS SO MUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE..

I DUN WANT 2 BE SMALL ANY MORE..

I WANT 2 BE BIGGER..

AND KNOW MORE THGS..

DUN WANT ALWAYS STAY ON THE SILLY LEVEL..

HATE MYSELF!!

Y I DUN WORK HARDER..

I DUN WANT 2 BE LIKE THAT ANYMORE..