今日.......我決定忘記佢

　　　　　　　　   忘記一個令我傷心..辛苦左好耐既人~我唔知道自己可唔可以做到

                              但係我知道~如果我做唔到~我會比以前更辛苦..更辛苦

                   係識佢果陣~我都好開心~佢同我講既第一句說說話~我到依家都仲好記得~

                        佢有陣時會講d令到我好開心既說話~但係有時都令我好嬲~好傷心

                         係今日呢一日~我要忘記佢~都係特然諗到~好希望自己可以做得到

                 過返一d係人過既生活~自從佢呢件事之後~我都好辛苦..冇一日真正笑過~開心過

                          可能好多人都覺得我好白痴..好傻....好蠢..但係我都覺得係值得

                                     果陣我諗~只要佢開心~就算我辛苦我都唔理

                          係佢同我講一d令我傷心~唔識再笑既說話~我到呢一刻都好記得

                   其實到左依家~我都唔明到底自己做錯左d咩~但係可能我做得最錯就係識左佢..

                                 曾經..有好多人叫我放低呢個人~對呢個人唔好再有感覺

                          但係果陣時~我真係做唔到~就算到左依家..我都好唔捨得~好唔想放手

                     因為我仲好愛呢個人~其實我都覺得自己好傻~點解要對一個咁既人咁唔捨得

                                 為左呢個人而傷害自己~咁都係因為我覺得咁樣係值得~

                今日....我話要忘記呢一個人~但係我都俾自己再諗一次關於佢既野~全部再諗一次

                           我真係好唔捨得..好唔捨得~但係唔捨得又點~都要有放手既一日

                      我好想搵返以前既我~有人話我以前係個好天真既人~依家已經變左好多~

                   變左個成日喊~傻左~好似個白痴婆咁~但係我又有邊一日係出自真心咁笑一次~

                     一秒都冇...冇一刻係咁樣~依家諗返起~覺得自己以前過d唔係正常人過既生活

                              但係點解我會咁~到底點解我會咁做...點解自己可以咁愛一個人

                           我真係唔知...可能呢d就係天蠍座既特性~長情..但係都一樣~好記仇

              我希望自己唔好憎呢個人~因為我知道~憎佢~會係一生一世~咁樣我就永遠唔可以忘記佢

                                  我好開心自己係呢個星座~比起其他星座好~唔知點解呢..

                      之前好多fd勸過我~要放手...不過我都冇聽到~我同自己講~點都唔可以放手~

                                就算.....就算..佢唔再鐘意自己~只要自己鐘意佢就夠la~

                                         其實我諗返起~覺得自己好賤格~

                                 其實自己應該一早放手~可能咁樣對大家

                      我希望今日自己係最後諗佢既一日~今生今世~都唔再諗起呢個人

        但係我都請大家幫下我~知道既~唔該~唔好係我面前提起佢~任何關於佢~一隻字都唔好提

        咁樣大家已經幫左我~但係如果大家係要提起佢既話~我都阻唔到~但係...我會控制唔到自己咁去喊

            多謝曾經勸過我~關心過我既朋友~係我喊既時候安慰我既朋友~有你地呢班fd~我都好開心

                                  最多謝既係我阿媽-杜杜同埋霞姨.....／＼／＼

                                    以後呢個日記入面都唔會再提起佢呢個人>v<