今日好累,起身遲左,因為尋日好夜訓,加上聽左啲野(一個auntie講,唔是我阿媽wor),好婉轉但又令我明果隻(果句話..可能是段野啦好多骨呀!)之後我成晚諗我做錯啲咩,佢一是俾說話我阿媽聽,一是俾說話我聽..好hurt and I have a cold,好辛苦,好想搵人傾下,哭下,發洩下...之後搵Carmen,同佢講...果陣火到...我真是好想講:妖~我阿媽都未話我,你響到搭訕...如果我唔是俾面你是佢阿媽早鬧左你...之後咪搞到我今朝7點4-5先到許紹文屋企樓下,好彩佢咪到,但我等左幾分鐘驚佢走左...之後佢問我I.H.啲野,先話冇做,咁果陣仲早,咪番我屋企拎,好奇怪佢唔敢入屋....之後我地choose左一條"短路"去行..講起排球...番到學校...當然去locker啦...咁佢擺野啦!之後見到Yani(差唔多日日都見到佢),佢拎完野就番課室...咁我等啦...之後許紹文好好奇咁問我:你等緊我架?我就話:每日由早到番課室都等緊你架啦,除左某幾日是你等我姐..佢話1-2日姐...
之後番到課室見到"佢",唔好意思叫"佢",見"佢"咁開心!!番埋位交功課..冇啵..得張回條,咁要收完後講29號先交...今日有Assembly..好熱而且有聽高Form啲人介紹(英,普),可能佢地講慣英文啦,普通話就唉...聽得好辛苦..好想快啲走...(流汗-汗流浹背)完啦....第一堂是...Maths,派卷啦...好緊張,,最高分馮文,雯雯...收到卷...冇咩呀!但我隔離果個(馮文)佢眼紅紅,眼濕濕...好想哭呀佢,好彩"天才"響佢隔離,冇哭...佢有96分都要哭,咁我咪要跳樓..我80.5呀,錯左4題咋--1題扣左3分,另一題扣左4.5,另3題共扣12分..好似倒水咁倒...之後啲眼淚唔知點解走左出來...抹唔走...我好後悔唔溫書(果啲成績嘛嘛果啲呀,俾心機讀書,唔好令自己將來好抱憾..好似我咁就慘啦!),而唔是驚俾阿媽打或鬧(都有少少ger),拎咁既成績唔是對唔住你父母(有既就是白費佢地既心血)或老師(有既就是令佢地失望,白費佢地既心機),而是你自己...之後老師發現有題題目有問題,考慮加番4分俾大半班同學...響你失敗既時候...冇人會幫你...朋友靠唔住...(睇透左朋友尼兩個字)你只可以望住佢地成功...(無助...)果陣只可以靠堅強,支持到下一次,攞番失去既野...之後中文堂...冇心機上落去,但又俾迫聽人地自我介紹...唔洗聽聆聽...小息lu~我準備去交錢同埋交回條,點知殺出我地maths老師,話加分呀!大半班好開心,好kai...咁馮文就100啦...我就84.5囉...and then我鼓起勇氣同"佢"講:你冇野a ma?隻手指痛唔痛呀?Sorry!我唔是有心架..."佢"笑笑咁講:冇野啦!....我見"佢"指甲果到瘀左,果日仲流下男兒淚...一定好痛..之後果日啲堂都心不在焉..見"佢"冇野,又少樣野擔心...同Carmen交左賣旗張回條..之後去搵Miss T C Wong..點知佢響音樂室...交完..搞到Carmen好lor..普通話老師話聽完2組報告後就自修啦!就做改正啦...ws啦...好開心呀!音樂堂--my favourite too(好過林主任億億億倍),同黃主任有得揮...佢撣啲歌好輕快..好開朗...上佢堂可以搵到歡樂既定義...我響佢撣琴果陣..我諗通左--我唔再逃避,我要誠實地咁講俾我阿媽知我得84.5...我覺得坦白比任何野重要,無奈是母女,情侶抑或是同學,師生都需要坦白...只要坦白佢地既嬲就會減輕..(你地話是咪先?)
LUNCH TIME~~好難食,但一向唔鐘意浪費既我,免強食曬...之後去左打排球...好玩...Oh no!好痛...painful...爆微絲血管...左手成隻手瘀左,右手就少少啦,手指既軟骨位都瘀埋...好痛...之後出現一粒粒紅點...痛痛呀!忍痛玩落去...之後...以為Integrated Science 會quiz,點知冇,反而玩Bunsen burner...擦火柴好爽玩,但有同學仔驚驚...咁我同令一個同學玩..佢好想玩,之後有人未close某東西..."烘...."一聲,見到佢個有好多.."蚊卵",之後佢叫我地唔好多事,千其唔好講俾老師知...I.H.唔知上左嘜...放學之後join左女童軍...終於見到盧福儀...玩到5點幾,有人請食野...之後再雪糕行番屋企...去到南昌佢講左大廈-衛斯理俾我聽,吓到我個人不停咁驚....聽日英dict,中聆聽..唔知點算...
番到屋企就坦白同阿媽講我幾多分..講左馮文&欣欣啲分...佢冇鬧我呀今次...佢叫我下次俾心機啲....之後就講"鬧"人果件事...
聽日有小提琴學...好kai xin 呀!小提琴...........小提琴.............小提琴.............好鐘意"你"呀!愛到要死去活來....小提琴...我會俾心機學"你"
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