好失敗的chem._.
又考埋哂d唔知咩狗屎垃圾番黎..
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今日真係冇咩開心...
唔開心就,,,
又唔可以叫係嘅...
反正,
都差唔多了...
差在我仲未離開啫...-3-"
都是嗰句:i'm so sorry...
我唔會再咁重視自己了...
好想快d搞掂哂我欠你d嘢,
咁..
至少冇拖冇欠對大家好d._.
反正咩都冇發生,
就咁樣算啦...
最後想講句:於一年前重遇你也是福氣....
closed._.
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之後打機悶親dodo-3-"
sorry-,-"
下次唔帶啦..:[
唔想你又好似唔知點緊..-,-"
唯一開心嘅係過到color of sorrow啦:]
過到超級緊張~.~
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自我價值嚴重低落....
明知係出現咗幻象,
但係依然跟隨住._.
心入面成日諗住:「冇人想同你有再深交流囉..」
真係好唔知點...
搞到依家成日想走去機鋪打機._.
...
...
...
其實...
我怕係自己問題..
因為每次都係我覺得人地遠離我..
但就係次次都係我遠離人地=[
點都好...
我都係決定:
我唔再諗自己了...
做每一個人嘅servant...
需要我時,搵我,
唔需要時,回去自己社群啦....
反正...
我都仲可以係打機到搵到嗰謹餘嘅快樂....
但係講真嗰句:
其實我不太快樂=[

color of sorrow:
A scene in your mind
The place I could find
Feeling alone
The rest of my hearts has been gone

Unseenable view
Can't walk beside you
Smile for me now
And don't let it down

See the colors of day
I will find in your face
Take me sight away
Aplace for me to stay till the end

In the darkness of pain
I will cry in the rain
Fading with you
Dreaming of your memory
Etermity of love