今日回了教會
說過了,
我有預感今天後,
所有感情都會解決.

回顧今天...
早上原是約定了輝9時在屯西
誰知鬧鐘於8時正響鬧,
我卻在10時才起床.
致電與輝,
只知道他沒有空,
未能出席.

大約11時到達了元西.
當時還叮囑自己要當心.
結果在元西看到了她的身影...
幸好是背後,
於是我便快步離開了...

到達了教會,
如常地享受著敬拜時間,
如常地聽道,
一切胡思亂想都被扔往九霄雲外了.

下午的家生活,
她與囡們出去了溫習,
往尼泊爾房去
與弟兄姊妹們玩了一小時.
當時頗快樂,
眼角裡的顧忌都不存在.

然而,
家生活完結了,
自自然然就往尼泊爾房做事務,
看見她們...
開始還是耐的住,
只是跟弟兄們收拾桌椅.
可是後來已經有點動搖了..
還是接近了她...
結果是:咪掂我d嘢啦(收拾桌椅中)

其後與do研究化學.
只是打算借用一枝鉛筆...
便極度尷尬地過去詢問,
雖然答案是:你咪攞囉..
因為自己的空耳+見到她的眼神...
膽已怯了...

最後,
離開的時間也是如此刻意的編排..
看似她要用人手來控制這一個「巧合」
逗留一會兒後,
我已經警覺到這回事的存在...
還真害苦了Do要與我回去...
下一次看來我要獨自回去,,,
免的影響了Do在女性市場的地位@@

總括來說,
今天我依然表達了一種在乎的態度.
到了後期我的眼神依然離不開她.
但是,
想清楚點兒...
我發覺這一種在乎只是建基於一種人與人之間的印象
簡單點說就是怕樣衰...
根本就已經沒有再建立於對她的愛身上...
如是者...
今次真的放低茶了?
表現已經合格了...

Arvil Lavigne-Tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]