That's a long time again...
it's a hard time in March,
cos there're no extra holidays (except Sat. & Sunday)
dammit!!
and there're lots of works to do...
there're lots of choir practices,
we need to practice at lunch time and after school EVERYDAY..
i feel soo sick..
everytime i step onstage and pay attention in every second and stand still in like 3-4 hours EVERYDAY...
STAND STILL... can't move!!!
shi*
i feel dizzy and sooo sick...
but the competition is coming, actually is held on next week..
i hope times fly by very soon...
so that i can attend the dance classes and RG classes...
and i can have a really happy lunch time with my fds
and i can leave the school immediately after school, no need to stay after school in the damn hall..
and leave the school in the bright sky, not the dark sky...
even though, i can have more extra time to do whatever i like to do...
i hope that day coming sooner...
cos i hate the life now....!
There're lots of sickness around the school, even around me...
such as, my classmates sick, my fds sick, the students sick and the teachers suck!!!
i feel terrible and ill....
i think i have a fever and headache...
cos of some reasons....
the first reason: lots of people sick lately, it's easy to get sick for me
the second reason: i don't have enough time for sleep,
because of the IH project yesterday...
my groupmates suck!!
they called Y and Z...
i asked them to transfer the chinese article into English while i was writing the introduction...
Y had transfered a little but i know she tried her best (she's not very well in English)
but Z said she was busy ... then she turned off the computer....
I HATE HER!!!
What a bitch!!! but she's the cheapest bitch i've ever seen!!!
after a little while, Y turned off her computer too...
they left me to do the project by MYSELF!!!
but they'll have the same marks as me, UNFAIR~
i tried my best to do it.... guess when did i finish it?
at 2:15 a.m.
DAMMIT!!
so, i only had 4-5 hours to sleep....so tired...
and that's the main reason that made me sick, i bet...
but the most cheapest thing Z did is... she tells lies
a lot of lies.......
i asked her why she was busy last night...
she said her mom wouldn't let her use the computer and she needed to revise and her mom needed her to sleep after that...
and the time was 11:00p.m. ... she said to me clearly...
but why she didn't tell me on MSN? we had the conversation on MSN....
but she said her mom didn't let her use the computer...
but why she could online on MSN? and online for a long time!!!?
after that, i told her that i slept at about 2 a.m.
she said she slept at 3 a.m. -0-
i asked her ' what?! you said your mom needed u to sleep at 11 p.m.'
she said. ' i didn't sleep.. i just go to my room to do the project until 3 a.m.'
i was in shocked!! why she lied to me .... a lot..!!
who will believe her?
she said she was doing the project last night but she didn't show me today...
after a little while (after lunch)
we were chatting with some fds, talking about some singers...
and Z said she watched the video of that singer yesterday night on youtube..
and i was angry....
i said, 'you watched the video yesterday night?'.... Z nodded.
i said ' you didn't do the project instead of watching videos??!!' she didn't answer me..
SHE IS A LIER!!!
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right now, don't wanna talk about her...
i feel so sick of it....
and now i need to keep myself a better health...
goodnight everyone!
xoxo Carmen xoxo
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