好唔明有時d野會係咁樣....更加唔明人與人之間ge關係難建立.....
點解唔可以大方d...係要令大家尷尬....無言呢.....如果繼續係咁..
我諗連自己都會xxxx.....好懷念.....
之前可能係我做錯....唔應該咁做....但無諗過係最錯ge一次...
好唔應該..........咁一切都唔會變?....到底大家還可以開心咁做
fd?.....定係冷淡落去...?希望唔係咁lo.......
好驚.........諗到要抽血.....咁大個女未試過........但為了健康.....一定要.......
同埋應盡早check.....好想g個結果..但又害怕會.......><'''
哎,....呢幾日食野唔g做咩...食幾淡就飽.....同姖地一齊出去食,,,,
次次都係食唔晒......覺得勁使野.....諗住lunch都唔g食咩好喇...
但我都要強迫自己食多d....唔係ge話...好影響健康.........
每晚都好似咁多野做.....咁點會唔夜訓呢....仲要返到學無精神.....慘!!..
以後日子難捱........堅持!!!!
改變就改變佐了....已係事實.....無論自己點樣再堅持....都改變唔到.....自欺欺人...
感受唔到.......肯定了.....要的不是這樣.........
講返學習....自從開學到依家.....f3多佐唔少功課......同埋我諗開始起f3要更加努力...
要定目標喇.....
尋晚唔g做咩...12點先訓......><今朝要6點幾起身......返到學校簡直係勁無精神..
趴起度.....聽佐呀sir講ge野...愈感f3有好多野做咁...開始feel少少壓力.......而我
要更加努力...><''放佐學..去hall見到佢.....都唔g做咩....呢種感覺似陌生....大家都無
打招呼....難道我地唔可以做到真正GE朋友?唔可以好似以前咁?返到屋K...無食到野..
BATH.....RELAX....換衫衫3點鐘過元朗恒生拎$.....排佐半粒鐘....勁無奈.........THEN
增值.....途中兩次俾男仔"折"住佐.....係調查護膚.....煩...無理佢...點G係咁跟住黎....好忟><
之後睇花瓶.....行佐幾間...係咪無聊呢....都覺LO......學生相影GE效果無話可說......好樣衰..
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成朝起度"忙"無一刻係休息過......3點先可以坐低...不過又係要忙功課喇......
我終於做到喇.....寫果封野愈感好笑.....睇住自己精心揀ge禮物.....就起度幻想
下佢收到會係咩反應......haha.....
有少少覺自己健康有dd問題....y會咁少架.....唔多正常wo......驚........
搞到呢兩日都無胃口食野.....做佐暑期工已消瘦佐....依家又食咁少野...仲曬黑佐tim><....要
快d白返呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!同埋返學一定要早訓....唔會好似暑假咁..成日做夜貓....唔想爆豆豆
要愛惜自己......
ps:有d野起心里g就算了.....唔想再提.......輕鬆佐唔少.......
好清楚自己想點...
