返到教會,,又唔想聽證道,,所以聽MP3,,但都有聽少少,,雖然我知這樣是不太好的。跟住去廁所整下,,就去食野lu...。

我地去左西鐵站的７-１１買左ｄ[[飲料]],,,之後就出發到滿記去。途中,,我們就是飲這東西,,好無奈-.-" 飲左之後暖暖地,,幾好幾好,,但係味道需要改善,,所以我們下次會買黑加侖子味,,實在太難頂喇!!

去到滿記,,魚尾已經成塊面紅晒,,雖然我都係,,但我冇咁嚴重。跟住佢係咁洗面,,等左好耐都未得,,有點兒擔心。再過多一陣,,我入去廁所搵佢,,佢先得。我地叫野食啦,,食食下我同佢又想嘔,,好難頂丫,,!!食完即刻趴o係張table度,,勁想訓教!!之後俾錢,,魚尾又入廁所洗面,,我陪佢。

跟住搭車去樂湖,,我買左薯條兩包,,中和下我想嘔ｇｅ心情(藉口)；魚尾又買糖,,,佢話清除氣味-.-"　咁我地又o係樂湖個公園坐陣,,吹下水,,食下野。果時都冇乜野,,好左好多,,  無啦啦個管理員又捧人走,,一時心情不太好,,就話左佢幾句,,,-.-"" 我好憎人阻住晒,,!!

之後,,呀媽又黎個連環奪命ｃａｌｌ,,唉,,煩aR!! 之後,,好唔願咁返屋企,,

同呀媽講左幾句,,就訓左教,,因為真係好眼訓,,醒返又想嘔,,但又嘔唔出,,好辛苦!!唉唉" 應該要預左""

訓教果時,,我突然之間好驚冇左佢,,亂咁諗野,,好掛住佢,,好唔開心。發夢都驚,,訓教都驚住訓,,係唔係因為飲左ｄ[[飲料]] ,, 所以會亂諗野,,?? 但我真係好驚,,好驚呀,, 。唉"" 好冇安全感suddenly...好驚佢會唔理我,,好驚佢會再唔愛我,,好驚有一日真係分開左。無論我點知掩飾我ｇｅ感情,,掩飾我ｇｅ擔心,,掩飾我ｇｅ不安,,甚至扮到對佢漠不關心,,,我知我ｇｅ眼淚已經出賣我...

我唔知點解,,我對屋企,,仲有佢,,都會掩飾心底ｇｅ感情。每次我呀媽有事,,我都唔會去睇佢,,所以我呀爸覺得我唔著緊呀媽,,但其實我真係好驚佢有事,,有次返學,,驚到喊左出黎;佢都係,,其實我真係好ｍｉｎｄ佢,,但係,,我......唔識......去關心佢。今日個priest講中晒我ｄ野,,話而家ｄ人唔識表達自己ｇｅ感情...唉,,我好無奈。

我覺得今日痴左線,,竟然講左咁多,,我自己ｄ野...無奈....唉-.-" 可能飲左.....................................