老公仔,今日好唔開心呀......可能因為開學啦....
唉.........
今日丹豬同我講ge野,我唸左好耐.....我唸緊我信唔信你好.......好擔心,擔心到我好想喊,因為我應成過自己今年要平靜咁過,但係我唔知自己得唔得...好驚...有樣野,我一直都無話比你知,係果晚,睇煙花果陣,我喊左出來...因為果晚,就係我正式同自己講f.1ge日子結束啦,過左果晚,我就係f.2,而且我仲同自己講,話唔想對愛情玩玩下....我真係好想好想認真咁去面對愛情呢樣野....啊成,已經深深咁另我難過左一次,而啊蕉,我唔知點講....e+到你.....我唔知仲信唔信你好....好驚好驚......好無安全感.....
今日我無咩心情....因為,我成個人好down,好多人比我壓力我,好驚自己會唔得,好驚我自己會做錯野,因為今年你葉sir做我地班主任呀!!!好想喊...好想好想...壓力逼得我好辛苦....f,1 ge日子...f.2ge日子....無左你會點呢...rainbow第時又會點呢...係我個腦度有好多好多ge問號出現左,我對前面ge路好擔心....我好驚好驚我唔得呀!!!亦都好驚成受唔起失敗....!更加驚ge係...你同我.......
我知,我唔應該去對你有疑心,不過自從果晚你同我講ge野之後,就已經傷左我ge心,果晚我偷偷地咁自己一個人喊...呢樣野我無同你講,因為我唔想你擔心,同埋唔想你內疚,果晚,真係喊到成個枕頭濕晒...係啊成果次之後,我未試過咁喊....就係因為之前你對我ge承諾,你同我講過ge所有野...可能我講左出來,大家都會話我傻...不過點都好啦...啊成hurt左一次深ge之後,我對愛情已經失去信心,個個男仔對我講ge野,我都唔會再去信,啊蕉,無對我承諾過d咩,所以我同佢係埋一齊,咁樣,係果晚,我無喊過....好平靜....
因為你,你另我對愛情開始慢慢咁去信番佢,信佢可以比到幸福我,信佢ge一切.....你抱住我果刻,我覺得你係一個可以比我依賴ge人,但係好可惜!就係果晚,再一次另我傷到傷害!仲叫我點去信!點去面對一切!我就連自己想點都唔知....
唔想再去聽到咁多承諾....因為咁做只會對我打擊會愈來愈大....明白嗎.... |
