Dear diary,

Today is the worst day I went through hell!!!! And I don't want to type in Chinese at all.

Today was the last day I  and my classmates practised the drama .

After school, we started practise, actually it was quite good.

But in the end, I did a really worst, bad, stupid,wrong, naughy, harmful, unfavorable and undelightful thing.

Actually I have no scene practise in scene 3,

but I took the place of Missy, to be the charcter A.

But I 've no idea that I was really happy at that moment,

I took the file and hurt Ryan's arm!!!!!!(Cry)

And then it bleeeeeeeeeeeed and bleeed and bleeeeeed........

that makes me  very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very Sorry.

Although I apoligized, but he didn't reply me at all.

That makes me wronger and wronger.

I really hope that I 'm Raven , she can use her heal power to heal it. ( I belive I can die , I belive I can go to hell)

I have no idea what I can do for him, cuz now I 'm  really upset.........

I 'm a barbarian brutal. The innocence killer, murderer...Damn me.

Do everyone here have a gun  or knife,

just hoping that someone would shoot me and kill me now..