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2018 年 6 月 29 日 星期五  |
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分類: 心情記事簿.. |
終於知道了擁有一個不屬於自己的男人的感覺，擁有一段不能公開的、不被認可的感情的感覺。
Wonder how I am different from his wife, daughter and the dog. What's the difference of the way he treats each of us. If I care, it means I love, right? I don't really feel love these days? Could all of this are lies? Like what we are telling now to others?
If one can lie to his closest ones, like family, can't he also lie to you?
This love doesn't have any evidence to proof its exist, but the one between them, they have a daughter and wedding rings.
What I expect from him? Except experience and some happiness, nothing I will keep, not even the memories.
If I don't want to hear lies, nor truth which will definitely hurt, I'd better keep my mouth, don't ask silly questions.
I have known it from the very beginning, that was the reason I thought was safe not getting into troubles, the result turned to what is happening now.
I am still young, new to love, this relationship is also young, I still have a lot tears for crying, let's see.
I don't understand love, not yet.
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