一早就番左教會,上去練歌之前比黃傳道拉住左炳左一獲,話我為左幫人溫習唔番團契(係唔番星期三團契),又話連基本一星期番兩個團契都做唔倒,唔報營會,唔帶新人番妮,我承認傳福音方面真係weak左,so我會加油,但係其他方面,我真係愈林愈x,why?愈來愈感受唔倒體諒,口口聲聲體諒我,what is假 ?!下午開會(畢業生感恩會)戈陣又入妮講d人連一星期番兩個團契都xyz,講真戈度開會ge又有幾個有番足?健業聽倒即刻忍唔住爆一句痴線,一語中的,我又唔係唔番教會,基督徒面對ge係四面牆?一至五都番學,六日在教會,在家像酒店,還要在哪再多g一點時間出來,我ge朋友,同學,家人,親戚,全部都要拋諸腦後,我只需攬住教會所有的服侍嗎?難道只有在教會的服侍sin係服侍,體諒????好想去海邊大叫,將所有唔開心都舒發出來,好meng,呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!呀!

更meng係自己真係好耐弱,比人罵都,十下十下,猛咁ooo~知道知道,可能慣左響屋企就係gum, 痴線架,需言极力勸自己我所做ge只需向上帝交脹,唔洗理佢,不竟比人罵心情也是不太好受,呀!

甚麼驅使我留低,唔係其他,只係上帝的愛,我做ge野唔需要向任何人交代,只需對得向主,問心無愧,又何驚何懼

自由係咩呢,學業,家庭,信仰,我都覺得需要空間,需要自由,或者,有許多野一開始就唔輪到我地簡,hahah~林起rock of school,反抗當家症,或者我都患上e個病,但我樂在其中