頭先睇返我同佢影ge相....覺得..當時真係好開心...雖然只係得5張相...但係可以見到佢以前ge樣...真係好開心...到到佢而家又大個左..靚女左...其實我..都覺得..好安慰...雖然佢而家唔係同我一齊..雖然佢唔當我係朋友..雖然佢唔再鍾意我...雖然佢可能已經忘記左我...但係我到而家...都係忘記唔到當時ge快樂....之前有好多人都叫我..死心la..忘記佢把la..算把la...搵個第二個la...唔好發夢la...低死la...等等...但係我都係做唔到...到而家仲有一件事令我唔開心左好耐...就係當時散左冇幾耐...有人同我同我講...其實佢當時有心同返我一齊....我聽到之後.....就由我當時有感情ge我...變到....冇哂感情...想搵一個可以代替佢ge人...但係..事實話我知...係冇可能!!...我都未試過可以咁放棄自己...害到其他人....到底我仲可以點做...而家身邊ge所謂朋友..就有如餓狼一樣...想吞噬哂我ge一切....點解我仲想以前.!?..點解我會成日講佢!!??..原因得一個...因為我.....放唔低...