係成績公佈戈日係臉書話很失望,很失落...
大家可能認為我因為成績唔理想...
其實成績我覺得都ok...有d科係跌左,不過都未致於傷心~
最緊要係all pass,第三段名次都幾理想.
硬擠左係20名,心願算係達成了!
很多人很多事都來得好突然,難以接受...
但係都係得我一個白痴會傷心得如此...
問題係,我都唔想去面對了...
一個月點解會有咁野發生ga????
想做的事做唔到,唔想見ge人見到,唔想發生的事發左....
為什麼?
很累很累,很煩很煩...
我嘗試去做其他野,睇劇,畫畫,睇電視,冇一樣野做得耐...
我唔想番係澳門,又來一個無奈的風球...
我想去旅行,但我已經唔想約人~
有時發現做人真係幾無趣...
等我上完我的大學再睇下我的人生要點走= =
係我唔識處理同分別咩係真咩係假...
又有邊個係真心邊個係假意...
其實,我都係戴假面具的人...
唔戴,好難站得穩...
我了解,我的脾性....
I think everything very terrible.

I cry finally today.
I go ahead straight-a distance that nobody takes.
Actually,the way without companion is the same leaving too.
This time, it is perhaps just distressed because pitiful.
However,can not let me don't recall calmly.
you are mustn't all come to remind me!
My heart is still dropping down blood.

"Mascara 煙燻妝" - G.E.M. 鄧紫棋

作曲 Music by G.E.M.
作詞 Lyrics by G.E.M. & AnieFann
編曲及監製Arranged & Produced by Lupo Groinig
導演 Directed by Tan Chang
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被欺騙算什麼 早已習慣難過
眼神空眼眶紅 但記得別過執著
寂靜無聲的我 還能夠說什麼
眼神憔悴脆弱 用煙熏妝來蓋過

玫瑰都在淌血 它沾污了白雪
不需想要了解 心如刀割的感覺
你等著我 解釋為何 微笑中帶淚
卸了妝 卻忘了我是誰

我用盡了力氣 想要留住你 你卻沒會意
你的堅持讓我最後不得不放棄
看進我眼裡 黑色的眼淚流著不停　

你說你從不相信 從來不在意 假裝的生氣
我恨這樣才能抓住你的注意力
女生的哭泣 它是常被誤會的心機
對不起 其實你對我不熟悉
答應你 自由我從此給你

躲進你的生活　想估據某角落
但愈小的異國　愈容易遭到封鎖

玫瑰都在淌血 它沾污了白雪
有誰想要了解 心如刀割的感覺
你等著我 解釋為何微笑中帶淚
卸了妝 郤忘了我是誰

我用盡了力氣 想要留住你 你卻沒會意
你的堅持讓我最後不得不放棄
看進我眼裡 黑色的眼淚流著不停　

你說你從不相信 從來不在意 假裝的生氣
我恨這樣才能抓住你的注意力
女生的哭泣 它是常被誤會的心機
對不起 其實你對我不熟悉
答應你 自由我從此給你

一連六科考完,
除了數學,其他連卷都睇唔明,
最後一段先來衰,
原來我的極限也不過如此,真廢
做都做唔到...煩死la"
咁大個人一次旅行都未去過~
plan左成個月,最後都係失敗"
我唔想尖峰都未上到就被宣佈死亡"
如果唔可以同行,我想自己完成!
一個人好危險,我係澳都好危檢!

This week I am tired and tired!
Something I don't wanted to do= =
I later to sleep every night this week><
Someone who I don't wanna taking with he/she!
Even though I feel tired,but I will not admit the thing by mistake!
Need to go to more than 10 classrooms in two dayscontinuouly= =
My brain seems will explodet^t(headache)
Next week,there are a lot of tests.
But I have no motive force....
Alas!This is a very bitter week= =
I need to replenish energy to meet head-on!!!!!

For having sweetheart people,what is this day can have been?
This day ia a certain day for my friendship.
Bon Lam:Would like to do my good friend forever?
             Thank the birthday gift that you gave to me^^
              You are my best sweetheart^^
Having sent three test papers today,both these are not very ideal.
I want it harder,Physics can't fail any more.
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