it takes a long time i missed this diary

somehow i just didn't need it

but this feeling's stopped yesterday

 

in this while, i know who i really am

why' s it so heartbroken for giving all of my mind to trust that 'important' person?

it hurts... it's really hurt .. that i live without u

i have no idea how my world will become, i can't even imagine

 

我的生存, 因有你的存在

但你的安靜就似我被信任背叛一樣

我不知道, 該不該再愛上你

昨天我跟你一起的時候, 我內心只在想著, 我不能做背叛他人的一個

我忘不掉你留下的痛

 

但我的內心空洞洞

再這樣下去, 我會失去你, 是吧?

但如果我失去你, 我會痛哭淚流, i can't bear it

give me the cure

 

wt do i want?

 

wt am i having?

 

am i just greedy? insane?