Sorry ......
I just know what worries you.

又是我闖下的禍。
不知道, 是第幾次讓你這樣擔心了。
我終於搞清楚自己的價值…
今後的日子我會嘗試抽離…
儘管那不是一件容易辦到的事。

Once I preyed to Him, that I wish we could keep on going further.
Once I promised you, that we would never leave.
Once everything was spoiled by me .....

I am afraid that we may come up to an end, which is the most unwilling thing for me to see that.
It seemed so real in dreams and reality keeps on pushing me away from you - I have done so many things wrong.
I wish, you could stay ...
but I know, maybe it's the time to let go, to let you fly away, to another place, where views are brighter, and further.

三金說得對
心痛是一種物理感覺, 會感到一陣抽搐。