今日朝頭一直同系美國既契細佬傾計,,,

本身就已經好唔開心既我,,,好想死,,,,,

呢個屋企我頂唔順,,cut我sms 我忍

夜晚9點熄電腦,,我都忍,,,,,,,,,

我忍唔到唔俾我同fd一齊出街,,,

忍唔到唔俾我lunch同fd食野,,,,,

宜家除佐屋企就係學校,,,除佐學校就系屋企,,,

冇曬自由,,,,,,除佐屋企學校,,,,

去邊都要有呀媽跟住,,,,

我唔細了,,,就來16了....

你地仲要當我系細路,,,去邊都跟住....

我唔可以接受咯,,,,,,

呢幾日,,,,日日都喊佐2次以上,,,,,

今日仲喊濕佐細妹既枕頭....im so sorry

日日系屋企 ,,,呢個1000尺既屋企,,,,

四面都系牆....好難受,,,,,,

我有唸過自殺,,,,,甘樣,,,,,好快甘離開呢個屋企,,,

但係細佬話....不如做個有關屋企人唔俾子女出街既利與弊 呢個project呀...

扮系學校project ,,,叫屋企人睇俾意見...順便俾屋企人反省下,,,,,

呢幾日一得行就會做呢個project,,

同細佬講講下就 發現,,,,我的確系有抑鬱症,,,,

情緒低落呢個主要病症,,,,,我的確有...

仲有咩經常想訓教呀,,,失眠呀,,,嚴重者會有自殺的念頭,,,

我有齊曬.....唉........................

真系好想死,,,

細佬話呀爸呀媽唔俾出街,,,講的好聽叫保護,,,講的唔好聽叫囚禁,,,

我唸,,,,,,應該系囚禁多d,,,,,我唔需要保護咯,,,我16了,,,,

日日都甘喊,,,眼腫唔系問題,,,問題系我已經唔想再甘了,,,

喊完成個人好暈,,,唔想鬱,,,,,連床都唔想落,,,,feel到自己真系好缺水,,,,

我都唸過離家出走,,,橫掂自己夠歲,,,,一個月幾千蚊都夠我洗啦,,,,

我同屋企人,,,冇可能心平氣和甘坐系度傾,,,,我次次都想傾,,,,

但係次次話到我喊住走,,,,

我唔想理呀爸呀媽就成日訓教,,,又要俾你地話唔溫書,,,,

割脈,,,系你地逼既,,,,離家出走,,,都系你地逼既,,,

抑鬱症,,,都系你地害既,,,,我唔會原諒你地呢十幾年對我所做既野,,,,

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