is been a long since i typed online, i had been so busy and everything else becaus eof all the test and all the presentation. Damn I'm friggin busy! So November8th, this day i went out to jason's house and to study together for our coming tests. Damn my first time seeing him being so stressed out and EQ beign so low, it shocked me that he actually roar at his families. I had never though that he would ever be mad or even having a bad EQ, shocking face but then as we went to the park, we talked and we played around with each other and you said you're annoy and felt as there's not enough time so then i don't know what else could i do but just be there and hugging you with my arms and kiss you gentlely, this is the difference of boys and girls, girls like to ask for other's opinions, boys like to solve problems by their own ability and their own thinking system.. see this is the difference of girls and boys thinking... while being in the park, i love when i can see yet i can feel your existances because i closed my eyes trying to catch you XD when i see you smile or laughing, i feel that there's no troubles, because of your smile, i feel as i'm in heaven. Then we always go out after school and waiting for you at Macdonald during your class and Wednesday night, you found me directly how cool is that to show that your mind and heart are connected with me XD that made me super sweet... you will never know how much it made me smile... and i love when we go to the game zone hehehe and when you tried to kiss me but i won't let you tee hee XD that is fun... i don't think you will ever know how much you truly meant to me, being with you, i don't mind losing my life just to be with you, and the happiness that we shared is not others that can understand