today we wore the same color of t-shirt and the same color of pants... so it was our good combo of lovers... XD
today at lunch, somewhat shocked me, because you were saying something about breaking up, so then i was like thinking,... what the hell? but i'm sure you're just asking... losing you would be the last thing that i ever wanted to happened...
then as we were going out to kowloon bay.. we went walking around.. then.. you wanted to go home... while i wanted to be with you more... but perhas you gets bored of walking around in kowloon bay... *sigh*
so as i was on the bus, i was thinking... the closer that we're, the more i'm afriad of losing you(this doesn't seems to make sense, damned it) ...i'm stupid ain't i???
as i was on the bus, the memory of you flash into my mind...like at the time, when i need white out, you got it for me, when i want to have sweets in YL, you come in YL on purpose, when i want to feed the fish, then you spend times with me and laughs with me, when i didn't sleep at 4 o'clock, you talked with me, when i have any troubles, you said i can fnd you at anytime, when the time i neede to take care some school documents, you came in for me and it was a rainny day, at the same day, while at the bus station, would make sure the rain dropped doesn't fall on me at the same time, there's more and more and i should've known you liked me, but it was just me being so dumbed.... XP
then when we talked about for rejecting you, and then shocked me when it didn't made you disappointed...but then i don't think you will ever know why i told you that i want us to be together... hehehe this is a secret !!! which i will never tell you until you married me XD