19 more days......

I was thinking how should I tell you the truth... I don't know If i'm right or not... and I'm very afraid if I had misunderstanding you.... I will find a chance to let you know... i'm very afraid it will harm both of us...

god please give me some advices... I'm not sure what I can do... Do I not trust enough? Am I still trappd from the past of afriad of liking someone and falling for them.... I don't know.... *sigh*

God give me strength and courage