This week is the second week of the school days... seems like every day's activity is school... and then studying in the campus...what the fuck is wrong with me??? I was planning to go out and hang out with you , i know you were mad tired... but i still followed you onto the bus... i sat near you as always... but this time different is i'm the outsider.... I was hoping to chat with you for a little while or even hang out with you... but then it was your time to get off... i said meanly and harshly toward you... get off the bus and saying words like is none of your business of where i'm going to...!?!?! so afterward... when you get off the bus, my eyes were very watery and then i realized... how much you meant to me and it was too late... for the words i had said... So afterward i get off the next bus stop... at first i was going to buy somethings... but then I didn't have the mood to walk anymore... so i rode the bus going home... X_x .... As i was waiting for the bus, i was thinking I shouldn't say such means words to you... and I really wanted to talk with you... but your home was caling you to go home...!!! So then I didn't really have time to walk around or talk with you... Since our relationships been exploded, I asked you if you would walk along the troubles with me... but it was an endless question...All i wanted you to do was hugging me and tell me don't be afraid... that's all i needed!!! Then I was thinking from the beginning of dating or even just being friends with you, I remember is long as I'm with you i'm happy... and there's nothing I need to worry.... and that's how I want the relationship to be happy and not asking for anything to return... well... that's it no more typing... but instead writing...