so.. since 2009 counted down, i haven't been able to sleep well... i don't quite understand.. so much and so much is on my mind.. i hate the examinations and i hate the feeling as i don't know if we're too fast.. and i hate the feeling i always think and leads to i ain't able to sleep and especially i got sick yesterday night after eating... i don't feel good and throw up..examination pressure.. damn... i feel as when i'm looking at the examinations.. i don't know nothing... yesterday night before i went to bed.. i was thinking : don't promise me so many things because i wouldn't want it to all turns out disaapointment and makes me hate you.. so the best is don't promise me if can't be done... that's my life time conclusion and i think that is my qoute as if i can't do i will not promise my friends as i can do it...O i really hate this feeling... i feel so helpless with all the examinations pressure...  but luckily i have you so that's all it matters. i guess god is fair