I freaking hate guys and don't ask why ??

i just do and u can call me a little kid for not acting my age

but i don't give a shit no more

i'm not freaking calling u anymore

so if u want to talk to me then u call me

i'm sick of always being in the way when ur playing ur stupid game

i hate it and u know i'm just gonna give up even trying

because there's no use to change you

so freaked this and freaked that !?!? 

i hate this and i don't want to talk to you unless you're not busy

so if u want to talk then u will call

but if u don't that just means ur busy and u don't even have me in ur mind

*punching the wall* 

Let the rain fall on me and overflood me

let me sink to the bottom and let me drown

who is going to be there to save me ??

most likely no one but myself

i had never felt that way before until ur being a ASSHOLE!!!

freaking hate life !!

thank god not coming home till 530 tomorrow

so i don't have to think about you at all..

so i decide i will kick you out of my minds tomorrow!

hate waiting for u to have TIME to talk to me

 this shit is CRAP!!

hanging out!! who freaking knows if we'll hangout anymore i guess we'll whenever ur not busy

<sigh> guys sucks !!!

sometimes i dont' even understand why they need a gf for when they have their video games

can't the video game be their lover so what's the use of the girl being around

just to feel bad and cry a river until their eyes pop out!!

*weeping* and i'm not faking it no more

i just need to cry and let all the pain out