mike was laughing at me again or the words that i says and he start to be cracking up

when i'm cracking up so is both way

dad onces said that i have the best smile in the world

that i can makes other smile when they're depress to the ground

and mike agree with his future father in law

gee i never knew i had a good smile..

dad said when i smile and laugh it makes him happy i wonder does that makes mike feels the same

love is so weird i have to get a 90 ave or else mike can't come to h.k.

SAT scores about 2000 hopefully i can do it cuz i really want to be with mike next summer

since i can't this summer

espeically the BIOTCh is looking for a scapegoat to take out her temper

well hoping i can

please god help mike and me out cuz we're very looking forward to it

and it would be the times we can spent with each other since college will be bothering us

a lot and stuff so hope things work out

i will never forgive the BIOTCH

but i will try cuz being mad at someone makes myself upset too

and it makes me to the depress jen chan

where's the happy jen chan

that is loud and happy and smile all the time no matter what?

i need to find that jen chan back cuz this jen chan is not me and i don't like it

and o believe not much of my friends like this version of me

cuz this one of me is a killer and where's the angel jen chan?

i love you michael thomas raphael jakala

 dating you was the one thing that i never regret of doing in life

and i will never regret EVEN if we broke off

i woudl never regret giving u my first kiss, the guy that holded my hand andgoing to prom with

I will just never be regret.. I LOVE U and i mean it much