心情不好~~~只是想他也會心痛~~~只懂在哭~~~

唔知點解之前分左手之後可以祝福佢地~~~但過左都唔夠一個月~~~我竟然後悔~~~竟然有小小掛住佢~~~眼淚為佢係咁流~~~唔知點解有咁多眼淚~~~從來未試過為人流咁多眼淚~~~你係第一個~~~我估亦都係最後一個~~~我要學習堅強~~~唔會再為人喊~~~唔會再呷醋~~~唔會再亂黎~~~不會再想你~~~因為想你只會令我心痛~~~

呷醋是因為喜歡你~生氣是因為在乎你~發呆是因為太想你~傷心是因為不想失去你~是因為你已經不會再愛我~~~是因為我永遠也只能是你的好友~~~你的好友我並不想當~~~我只是想你再次在乎我~~~很自私的我~~~你一輩子也不會再是我的"自豪"了~~~因為我不能張你的志氣變成我的自豪~~~因為朋友這個名份我不需要你給我~~~很想成為為你的唯一~~~但不是唯一的"朋友"~~~

尋晚又無訓~~~都唔知點解一對住電腦就唔想訓~~~要快D溫書先得~~~

無啦啦又會掛住佢既~~~個心好唔舒服~~~到底係唔係我仲未放底你~~~到底你e家開唔開心~~~仲會唔會想番黎我身邊~~~我就算已經張我地既關係變成朋友~~~但我都仲係唔想傷害你~~~個心依然會掛住你~~~仲會想霸住你~~~佔有你~~~唔放過你~~~我好乞人憎呀~~~有既時候唔會珍惜~~~無左先黎後悔~~~你對我好我當你煩住我~~~你珍惜我我就當你你草~~~到你放得底我~~~我就想你掛住我~~~到你有個好既人鍾意你~~~我反而又想你番黎~~~我到底咁諗係唔係錯~~~

叫你以後唔好搵我~~~我會唔會後悔~~~

心想什麼也不是我想的~~~原來還是會心痛~~~就算已經無感覺~~~都會喊~~~習慣姐係習慣~~~原來無左你係我身邊~~~我先會知道我幾想你番黎~~~但已經無曬感覺~~~留你係我身邊~~~你會開心嗎~~~

永遠都不能擁有會比較好嗎~~~起碼我唔會因為掛住你而怕比人誤會~~~從不認識你會是應該的事嗎~~~都唔知自己想點~~~

今日番左去考試~~~遲左小小出門口~~~差小小遲到[[感覺上係~~~]]~~~

今日放左之後去左打機~~~第一次打咁多錢= =[[起碼打左30蚊]]~~~差唔多5點先番到屋企~~~星期六又無番教會~~~開始唔想番~~~成日掛住玩~~~唔知自己想點~~~有時真係覺得自己諗野諗多左~~~

今日考中文~~~聽日都考中文~~~都係同一間學校~~~今日都唔知點解~~~心情都ok好~~~但作文果陣唔知自己作緊咩~~~但作到差唔多都仲有野作到~~~都ok架啦~~~好過咩都作唔到= =

今日本來都唔緊張既~~~但係阿葉佢好衰~~~叫左你出黎又唔同我講聲先~~~等我就出門口先同我講~~~我未見到佢已經好驚~~~見到佢之後仲緊張~~~都唔知做咩事咁緊張= =~~~阿葉對鞋有一邊甩左個鞋跟~~~見佢好細心咁幫佢整番~~~有小小心痛加小小呷醋~~~不過我咩都無講~~~靜係覺得係佢地兩個面前~~~我白痴左小小~~~好似唔存在係你兩個之間~~~之後就繼續驚~~~驚到開左考都仲諗住佢~~~個心係咁跳~~~好驚好驚~~~

我竟會有點醋意~~~傻了~~~明知道我並不應該這樣~~~也許只是一點點的啦~~~

今日考地理~~~都唔知有幾多係岩左~~~無所謂啦~~~預左~~~

心意不能被你發現~~~我的想法總是自私~~~只在乎我能否自愛~~~