Today go to lau's home and played mahjong~

i failed again~ shit~

then.........go to work~ i hate~ hate~ hate~

There are many things exists in my mind~

Many things i need to solve!~

In fact, I dont like this course~

I feel so boring and i really not interested on it~

But, i meet my new friend~

i feel so lucky~ Really~

I should work hard~ I cant give up~

I want to tell everyone~

I am not a stupid and lazy girl~ \./

Recently, something make me feel unhappy~

 I dont know how to tell all of you~

But, this is my problem~

I feel i always make myself upset~

I also dont know how to be happy ~

now..........i thinking of you~ you know~?

I think you dont know ~ right??

i hope my secret can enclose to everyone~

because i feel very trouble~

i dont need to hide my feeling in a corner~

but................i know, i cant~