今日係好多中五生ge死期~include me~

尋晚慧慧黎我家過夜~so...先無咁驚~

訓得個個幾鐘~

今朝真係好鬼驚~返到去等ge時間真係...afraid~

等ge途中我媽打黎~叫我唔好緊張~等等....

搞到我喊左出黎~未派先喊~

派完之後~好失望~really~

but~都無喊~直至....阿姨打黎~

喊到收唔到聲~好唔開心~

then....周圍搵學校~再搵返ting佢地~

去唱k relax 下...but...好大罪惡感~

一路上電話響個不停~好多人打黎問我考成點~

佢地個個都好關心我....

有種唔太想電話響ge感覺~...唔知點交代好~

有成差唔多10個人打黎問我點~

but~都通通聽哂~個個都好好~

無比壓力我~thx....仲講好多野安慰我~

搞到我感動到喊哂口~

係因為內疚而喊~寧願佢地通通鬧我~

佢地咁支持我~我個心反而好內疚~

好多謝今日安慰過我ge人~

such as 媽咪, 阿安, 阿姨,二舅母, 大舅父, 大舅母, 大姑姐, 婆婆, 公公, 麻麻, dick, 浩坤, 妹, and 8婆們~

8婆們...你地今日都陪住我...

令我無咁緊張, 令我笑....

真係好多謝你地呢班fds...同你地一齊真係好開心~

今日係你地面前喊左咁多次, 真失禮~

但...真係忍唔到ar~個個打黎都講d咁感人ge說話~

而且....真係非常無助~

仲有媽咪~真係好對唔住~係我無用~>.<

聽日再努力搵學校~否則.............

我媽真係考慮送我去台灣~

佢好似黎真咁~係咁問我阿E.....

連我嫲嫲都話好....咁我應該點????

一向想出國讀書ge我~

唔知點解呢一刻好唔想~好唔捨得~

尤其阿安,家人同fds~唉~

老實講...係有d心郁郁ga.....

但......唉...都唔知點好~好煩...

有無人可以比suggest 我??????