今日成９：００先起身．．．．想去自修室都唔得．．．

結果都係去左廣福．．．ｐｒｅ左ｐｈｙ　ｌａｂ　ｌａ∼

ｌｕｎｃｈ之後就出左去ｔｓｔ．．．買ｃｌｏｔｈｅｓ∼

真係太好ｌａ∼唔使問人借．．．．但好貴．．．攪到唔係幾好∼

其實我覺得有好多野都唔以話邊個岩邊個唔岩．．．

我知道四周好多人俾意見我係好ｇｅ∼但我唔想依住人地去改．．．

我覺得我就係我....我唔想因為其他人覺得咁好d就去改...因為咁未即係我唔想做一d我唔想做ge野law~
我咁做就一定有自己ge意思....如果我真係行錯左..我會肯咩返自己做錯ge野....有好多野都係自己趺過先知painful~如果唔係咩叫人生經歷ne~

好唔好其實都係人定出黎．．．每一個人ｇｅ性格都有好同唔好ｇｅ地方．．．只不過可能自己覺得唔好就會話人地唔好．．．其實應該要尊重人地任何ｇｅ性格．．．

我覺得我唔開心係冇人知ga~我都想俾人關心下...以前都會有人問我....但而家好似唔係...我要學識唔理人地點對我...我都要對佢好~

其實有時都係想有人問下自己...我覺得好多時都係自己做主動....如果有一日我就咁係度ge話我會唔會仲有人理.....我唔知道自己點解會諗d咁ge野....一諗到哩d野個時就會唔俾自己再諗....希望可以la~

當我每一次開始亂諗野個時or諗多左個時....我會control一下自己..唔俾自己諗咁多..因為我知道諗得咁多會有咩後果...會諗到好多唔好ge野出黎...我覺得咁對人同對自己都唔好...可能會諗到人地好唔好...攪到自己唔like哩個人咁....就係因為自己以前係咁...so而家我唔想再係咁....我會control到自己ge思想....

就係因為咁...好多野我唔敢諗咁多...攪到好多事都唔會諗得好透徹...做野就好似唔冷靜咁..成日做錯野....攪到人地覺得我唔成熟...仲係一個好幼稚ge細路女...我唔知la~以前我會覺得自己經歷好多野...但我而家唔會咁諗....其實我經歷ge只不過係小事....

so我唔會再同人地講其實我經歷左好多野....有好多野...我發生過ge~我唔會同人地講...又覺得冇咩必要....因為你有冇經歷過..人地好易知...係你平時認真去做一d事個時好易知ga~

仲有好多野....係2面體ge~係體下你去體邊一面....如果成日望一d好ge野...世界一定會和平d~而且會發現到人有好多好好ge野...有d野係事實...但我地可以唔刻意去體...去想.....

要學下自己管理一下自己ge情緒....我學左好耐...都係做得唔係幾好....我已經學左好耐..唔好亂咁發脾氣...但到而家都會有d咁ge野發生...

這個世界唔係得自己一個...唔係自己想點就點...好多時做每一樣野都要為人地諗多d...

假如有日係自己個腦裝左部攝影機....我覺得係相當可怕ge~因為會知道人地or自己原來會諗d咁ge野.....個時就覺得人原來係咁ge...

放左係自己度唔會係咁.... 我希望唔會咁......