今日終於返到prefect la~好開心....其實可能係因為琴日俾人話過~
小息個時我去左onduty la~miu同做飯又好la~可以去搵heidi~
過左3堂好漫長ge phy堂....可以同聰,臭馬坐ne~
之後就係lunch...好開心..可以同林俊良,蔡智偉食lunch~haha~
佢地好好ne...送左present俾我....好似係有ho ka yan.walfred,yip佢地份...
好多謝你地ar~...冇見咁耐...你地仲記得我生日....我覺得好得意ar~
個個鎖匙扣....仲有個pc 狗ge印仔...haha~
唔好意思ar~宋wing..我以為聽日食ma~so今日冇call你...希望你唔好mind la~
我都係今日先知火星係咁大食....同佢地食飯真係要搶.....蔡智個d講左俾我聽....火星係屋企係點...haha~
你地真係好好....我真係好想返cpu讀tim~....因為你地一定會take care我ga~
你地個個都好好.....
之後我就同grace返靈風la~
上多二堂lib就落堂.....因為發生左d野....so我二堂都唔可以好專心咁上....
放左學之後就返左上班....佢地個個掛住write野...唔理我....
再之後我就走左去陪訓la~完左個時已經係5:15la
今日好好...令到我對wwjd這四個字有更深了解....令到我知道我做每件事之前可以想起神......嘉慧真係好...
好一句what will jesus do....
之後我就走去搵津津la~佢對我真係好好...
我覺得我個咁ge朋友真係好開心..因為我知道自己真係對佢好唔好....但佢都係咁對我好...
我都唔知講咩好...我成日唔理佢...叫我出街...我總係唔會出去...
今日本身係諗住同我傾一陣...但我因為趕時間...so冇點同佢傾...仲要佢同我去車站...真係負左佢好多...有一日我一定會好好咁對你ga~haha~
之後就去搵老華la~因為佢同我去元朗ar~太好la~我地傾左好多野.佢都幾好人..佢都覺得我係個粗心大意ge人...其實咁真係有好有唔好...好多謝你ar~今日幫左我~
多謝你ar~..alan...你哩幾日幫左我好多....如果唔係你幫我...我都唔知會...我地一定要好好咁keep住做fd ar~
我同grace講:其實可以唔駛同我慶祝ga.我冇咩所謂....(因為我覺得都生日咁多年日la~)
grace話:唔得..你生日點可以唔慶祝ga~你老左一年一定要慶祝....
grace....你總係令到我咁...唔知喊定笑好...
其實唔係太想你地同我慶祝ga..因為你地實在太忙la~而且芯仲係考緊試...我都唔好意思叫人同我玩la~
之後miu同我講去camp d野...其實個個電話我講得有d唔開心....都唔知點講好....
then...同左alan講左陣電話la~個時真係忍唔到la~
本身我係諗住打電話俾芯or grace ga~...但我真係好怕會阻到佢地
grace同芯12:00一打電話俾我...個時我好開心...開心到喊...因為我以為會冇人打電話俾我..之後我就係喊到收唔到聲la~佢地對我真係好好...我覺得我唔會再搵到好似佢地咁ge fd ga la~
我真係想同佢地講我發生左d咩事...但我唔想影響佢地心情....結果grace同我講左一段說話..令到我...喊得更加厲害....其實我知道佢對我好有期望...都知道我有d野俾之前差左...其實我真係好想好似以前咁...但我能力好似愈來愈少....grace...我應承你..我一定好似以前咁....比以前做得更加好..我一定會...我唔想令到你對我失望....而我仲記得今日lunch同你講話我一定做好俾你體...之後你要學我....
希望聽日見到你地...我會更加開心....
多謝你ar~ yan....你係個邊都關心我..我真係好開心....你同我講ge野我一定會記住ga la~haha~我一定會開開心心俾你看ga~你要take care ar~
kerry...點解唔同我講ne....攪到我以為你唔當我係fd ne~
你....其實我真係好唔like俾人呃ga~我希望唔好再有下次....以前俾人呃過好多次...唔想再係咁la~....不過你都唔講....
今日有2件事好騎呢....係關於我同聰....同聰個家姐...我真係試過咁樣衰...我希望聰唔好同人地講la~人地只會話我傻....
第二件事係關於我同grace ge~....我都未試過咁樣衰去問佢哩d問題...真係唔要面...其實係我以為你地會問我...我先唔理住...點知要係我問你...
我今日比琴日好d ga la~叫左自己唔好喊...真係好冇用....我覺得...成19歲人la~仲好似細路咁...有時真係好想做野成熟d...叫自己冷靜d咁....要忍住...因為我唔可以做返一d同以前一樣ge野...唔可以好似以前咁唔理智...
而家我覺得我好似冇朋友咁...我係一次又一次失望...點解會咁....
臭馬...其實我叫你體...就會有我ge原因la~有時真係想俾你地知道我其實係點諗....某程度上...我覺得我係想俾人關心...不過算la~應該諗多d自己應該點付出...唔好計收左幾多...
我冇諗過今年生日係有淚水.....希望唔好再有.....完全冇生日ge感覺...
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