今日本來都ok開心既...
陪人地~~

唉~~~直到飯後...
唉~~~一提起enrolment我做司儀....就令我家姐想起前幾日打保齡球既事....
就比家姐同阿媽一起取笑我...
話我咩都冇膽...講哂我冇膽去做既事出離....
其實其中有d野我唔係冇膽~宜係真係唔想去做~只要見到就足夠...(或者唔會有人信....但都已經冇所謂...我如何講都冇用)
佢地不停講...當笑話錦講...係錦笑我...
佢地覺得好好笑~~
之後家姐又提起以前細個既事...
我已經好內疚....唔想再提起...
但佢偏係要講...
佢地當講下笑姐~~但係佢地又知唔知我心又幾難受呀?!!
之後即刻番房...
我心真係好痛!!
佢地覺得我小氣~話我唔玩得~
任可人點攞我離講笑都得!我都唔介意~由得任何人笑我~笑我咩都得!
但令我心最難受既係由家姐提起or比人攞這事離講笑!!
我個時既感受同感覺真係好難講!!
入房後令我忍唔住想喊...但最後都係杷眼淚收起...
唔想佢地知我喊~
免得又比人話我眼淺....
唉~~~可以好好比我一次真真正正喊/喊出離都係一件難事....

佢地話我一定冇膽做宣誓禮既司儀~~
身邊都冇人信我可以做得到or做得好...
maybe我真係根本唔該做....
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