Finished my service learning trip to Myanmar

That was a really great learning trip and I will never forget

Back to Hong Kong, back to life

many things become different for me

what we are chasing for,

is that worth? 

yes it does. 

All people worth a better life,

everyone deserve better. 

use 身在福中不知福 as a reason to stop people from developing and improving is bull shit. 

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dreams are always beautiful, 

but how sarcastic, fantasy always remind people of reality.  

when i say i wanna do nothing

i do mean NOTHING

including any networking and other stuffs

i muted all the notifications and didnt played my games for a couple of days already

i am not intended......

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 每個人未出生未形成胚胎之前已經被設下框架。一定是由母親肚子裡被推出來，一定要吸呼氧氣，有小弟弟被冠名男性沒有小弟弟被冠名女性其他的就硬要把你改變為男或女或是歧視第三性。生活在不同國家有錢人家小康之家窮等人家屁的小孩走的路是平行萬條線，香港的普通人，就是硬被教授廣東話中文英文普通話家鄉話，甚麼時侯讀書，小中大學；甚麼時侯工作，又分等級地位虛情假意一堆假朋友假知己在身邊；甚麼時候結婚生子，人類間的異......

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唉 

回到現實的感覺還真是差

又是睡不好

壓力壓力壓力

人總把簡單的事情變複雜

簡簡單單不就好了

根本無法安心入睡

為自己前程的無力感, 焦慮

為著那似有還無, 只差一點點的緣份

為著自己的執著

為著自己硬要忍藏的欲望,情感,過去

為著自己未來的手術擔心

那種焦慮, 那種所謂"成長" 已經令我無法開懷大笑放心大哭

眼淚流不出來, 心真的很鬱悶