time change

people change

nothing we can handle

though hong konger get hutred is painful, but it's just apart we discovered, we noticed in this world

we all are same

no matter we born in hong knog, or the gun man he born in malela

we both are human being. we all are same

gunman, though u're dead too, but in fact i know u're painful too

u're hurted too, u belived that someone had betray u, so u get mad, so u choose our people to sacrifice, to show how angry u are

in this case, we're innocent

in so many sace, they're innocent too

i dont know how to say, but if u asking me, which side i stand

i prefer i belong to this whole world, not from any nation

coz all i belive is, we all are same, i do belive that is we all are family, no matter which religion we belived in

1. 一個人最攰時, 仍可以再承受多少煩憂/ 壓力/ 憂鬱,,,,,仍死不去

2.發夢也唱陳百強"曾經有你 因此有我", 代表什麽?

3. 青春何時耗盡?

4. 是否思念/ 想念,,,都不代表愛念

5. 中國的送子觀音和西方的聖母抱聖嬰有何關係?

6. 為何晚上時間過得飛快, 但只有晚上才可工作

7. 其實矛盾是我們一輩子的朋友, 是嗎?

8. 感謝青春的冒險精神, 那成熟後的精神是什麼?

9. 其實很多時大家也知道沒答案但都持守, 何解

10. 信是什麼

fucking adam is going mad, that's why he seems to ask lots of question, but the face is he's just bored, and worrying died alone.

no start no end

but needed is needed, who is who, how to how to how,,,,,,

i'm not done with night( lying)

i'm vvvvvvvvvvery happy is, i discovered that ka is look like norah jones and the girl in" pushing daissies" before,,,,hehe

in this 2/3 days trip, i was listening norah jones song in the ferry, camping with ka, watched" pushing daissies" at night,,,,oh god it's pretty nice~~~

and i have my secretly magically words to wake up myself, that's" steven, johnny, nud,,,,"

i dont know why, but i think it's the best way for me in this moment

steven, it's happy that u'll having a show in bc coming, but i wont watch that la,,coz i really know, though i need it, but i cant take it so tight, like cigarette, right?

ok, i know u have no idea what am i talking about, but that's fine, coz adam is just talk to himself, and steven is only steven, he cant show up his-self out of the screen, out of the script, fuck me

i'm going mad, coz i set up so many rules dor myself, though i done it pretty nice, but i know, i'm goning the highest, after that, i've to visit the doctor, and no more books, film, musics can help,,the sences of art, of green life will vanished

i like to asking myself a qustion like this, "tangyuting do u think u're able to feed ur family?", "tangyuting, u've so many names, dont u shamed?", "tangyuting, will u keeping ur honesty till dead, or being adult?",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i just cant forgive myself, lets hating me, it's help to build a better me,,,,,what the fuck am i talking about,,,,,,no need to think what did i say, coz the key is,,typing makes me feel better, feel nice,,,,,n that's good

thx god, i like u, n u know that, i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad =p

fds
i need fds to watch drama with me, yup not film
hard to tell u how is my complicated feelins,
though apa is acepted me already, buti still not ready
it's just far away,,,far away
so i go to church, read the bible hope it'll help/save me
yup,, partly it's works,,
but finally i just afarid to be alone
i dont like change places, i dont like make so many new fds
somehow i think i'm a weriod
i'm losting
though reading books, watching films, arts,,,,,,are able to turn me in peace
but i cant turn on my cd player all the time,,
LOL,,,~~~~~~~~~~~
since form 3/4, i just wanna get in to the apa
but now i just afarid to change my life style,,
yayayaya~~ really what a big change,,,,,,,
i cant imange how will i be
u might said "just be yourself la, no matter what they say ga,,"
but come on,,,,,,u think u really couold do??
now i'm going school again, to apply the gront loans form
maybe i just think to much,,maybe everything will change fine/ nice/ good in just September
i dont know but ijust have sorrow
ya,, a big sorrow, a big trouble
i dreamt
that girl i told u before guys
in the dream,,
though i knoe she had boyfd already
but i still not mins, she also
so we leave from the big house (though i dont why we appear in the big house before =] )
then we take train
i wanna find a set for her
but were turn around/ back
she's just vaninshed
then i weak up
that 's
n i dream a lots recently
partly abt my past
girls
my secret, like family problems, that boy i told u guys before,,,,,
n i dont see that sny imagination in my dream
it's fucking sad,,
i dream,, but it's not a dream
u have no creation
u just blem urself
u just regret urself
oh fuck me
i blem myself even i was dreaming?????
but did i do something wrong?
why i have to blem myself?
hug?
"forget abt it, it's what teenage do" i talk to myself all the time like this
n i find out something as well
no start, no plain
though it's sweets/ fascinating
but u never how is the end
fuck me,,,always complain
but i really have to go,,
i live in tai wai,,,but why the school is in the gum chung ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soooooooooooooo farrrrrrrrrrr aaaaaaaaawayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
fuck me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不過是有些事不到你去認命
我也不過是被放逐的一群
無他的
我太纏人了吧？

昨晚睡覺夢到你說
「咁不如我地照樣夜晚見。」
夢中我頓時拒絕了你
「你唔係已經有佢啦咩？咁樣唔得，唔太好。」

但我醒來
或是剩我一人時我腦中只不斷的播放著
林一峰的 Stay A Little Longer
或是那「金句」
林一峰 Martin 的" So how you throw me up into the sky, shot me down and say goodbye. "

因為我要坦誠的說
我很難很難才會喜歡一個人
你的出現、擁抱、慰問
一切來得太窩心
我自然的沉溺在你的關愛內
像小綿羊找對了牧羊人一樣

但你是人
是牧羊人
你歸究也要過著你原來的生活

你不會是我的
我是那個曾經在大埔
跟媽媽和二姊姊住過的男生

我有足夠的理據證明自己是堅強和獨立

所以
不會了
再比以前更不會了
我應該要太愛自己