Day 17 關於罪 About Sin
上帝的饒恕 (約翰一書 1:9) God's forgiveness (1 John 1:9)
我們若認自己的罪，神是信實的，是公義的，必要赦免我們的罪，洗淨我們一切的不義．(約翰一書 1:9)
If we confess our sins , He who is faith-ful and just will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness . (1 John 1:9)
＜＜WELCOME TO WHEREVER YOU ARE＞＞
Maybe we're all different but we're all the same
We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be
If you feel alone and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning is some beginning's end
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life ; you made it this far
Welcome , you got to believe
That right here , right now
You're exactly where your're supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are
When everybody's in and your're left out
And you feel you're downing in the shadow of a doubt
Everyone's a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself , not what other people say
When it seems you're lost , alone and feelin' down
Remember , enerybody's different ; just take a look around
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life ; you made it far
Welcome , you got to believe
Right here , right now
You're exactly where you're supposed to be
Be who you want to be
Be who you are
Everyone's a hero
Everyone's a star
When you want to give up and you're heart's about to break
Remember that you're perfect ; God makes no mistakes
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life ; you made it this far
Welcome , you got to believe
Right here , right now
You're exactly where you're supposed to be
I say welcome...
I say welcome...
Welcome...
為什麼要把所有的都埋入心扉，為什麼總是要在我觸及不到的地方獨自痛苦？我在責怪自己的無能，只不過是稍微的去張開雙臂，去擁抱那些傷痕纍纍，被摧殘不堪的心，都不能做到．我知道自己是一個不完整的存在，一個缺憾．但我會希望我身邊的都是一個完整的，一個健全的存在．我依然相信，耶穌基督願意使他們完整，願意填補他們心靈上的空洞，治癒他們心中的傷疤，一如過往為我們釘身受死一樣．
願主我 神憐憫我們那被俗世傷害得體無完膚的，安撫我們，讓我們知道原路一直有袮同在，為我們擋風雨．
真的好擔心好擔心，好擔心呀哥．
最近自己的情緒都比較不穩定，我都不知道自己可以維持這樣的平衡有多久，我只是知道我不想發脾氣．我不想因為自己的事而讓人擔心或者雖要麻煩別人來分擔，不過事實是我依然要依賴朋友的幫助．
想起一個問題：到底要到一個怎樣的地步自己才會崩潰呢？這個問題真的很值得我去深思．我知道自己對於自身以外的事都是比較淡薄，淡然的．或許這是因為我以前的記憶告訴了我這個現實的世界是怎麼樣的一回事，告訴了我殘酷的一面，讓我知道一個殘缺的存在．就是因為這樣，對於自己以外的事情，我都已經不太懂得給反應．記得有一次，一個朋友的雙親不在了，她哭訴時許多人都為之動容，跟著哭了起來．只是，我完全沒有感覺．大概是因為這跟我沒有直接的關係，所以我沒有切身之痛的覺悟．莫說是流淚，恐怕我連一點點的心酸感也沒有，眼框亦不會紅了一圈，熱得冒出水氣．
其實我想我現在應該比以前好一點了吧！？至少我會懂得為別人而擔心．．．．．．可能就是因為這日積月累的鍛鍊，使我捱過了為數不多也不少的歲月．應不應該道出那些記憶中封了塵的地方呢？？只是我又不想給人添麻煩．．．．．．還是由它吧∼！或許等一下有機會的才說出來，總好過我貿然的說．
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