我記得我地之前關係好好....."
你日日都黎搵我....我地日日都好好傾...."
終於等到白色情人節喇.....同你表白啦....你答應左我...個時真係好開心...."
但個晚你同我就冇野講喇.....嗯~~我覺得你係唔知點講野好....所以冇放係心度!
之後第一個星期.....我地真係冇野好講....我都唔知講咩好....我就開始想搵話題同你傾喇!!
第二個星期....我地都仲係冇乜野好講....不過你同lam ken關係比我睇到真係好左好多好多..."
我開始呷醋...開始唔開心...開始日日都為我地ge事而去煩....但..你仲好似冇變到...都係咁對我對lam ken...
第三個星期....你同lam ken關係愈來愈好...你以前會主動黎搵我...而家你係主動搵lam ken..."
開始心淡...開始心灰...但我唔想放棄你...可惜..我都係感覺唔到你...""
直到「福音茶座」個日....個日maycee嬲左我....你同lam ken係副堂用我電腦玩得好開心...."
唔知你有冇諗過點解我唔入黎同你一齊....因為我呷醋...因為我想你陪我...但係...你冇啊!!
落到雨天操場個時....突然之間望一望你...你同lam ken好開心咁玩...對望..一齊笑....突然之間覺得我做左局外人啊...."
唔知點解...個個時間我覺得我對你死左心...冇哂感覺.....連醋都冇呷!
但...你好似知道左...你好盡力咁去挽回...但..對唔住啊....我真係死左心...我見到你咁辛苦...我都好唔開心...."
亦都係因為咁...所以我決定唔再拖....同你分開...我覺得咁對我同對你都好d....
因為...我唔想你好似我之前個三個星期咁...不停付出,但收唔到回報....好辛苦架!!
對唔住啊!!!(其實我同你之間會分開,唔關其他人事,唔係lam ken錯,只係因為我地唔認識對方,我地信心唔夠!對唔住啊!!) |