When my tear drops, it interferes the blood from my bottom of heart. I try to comfort myself that I can still make few differences in the globe. Happiness and sadness mean nothing to me anymore. As a human being, it's too stressful if we expect to change. Don't be greedy! It has already been great to leave a footprint there, no matter it's good or bad.

To succeed, we may lose a lot. Encountered varieties of adventures, I have been trained to be brave. And this is always easier being said than done. "Life is wonderful, don't give up!" This is a statement I heard the most, but still, I fail to do so. I sincerely want to say sorry to you all that I seem like haven't grow up a lot after those unforgettable experiences. I admit that I didn't try my very best, thus making you disappointed and worried. You know why? The reason is that I know you will reduce the attention on me once I tend to be alright. I am fear if our relationship fades out one day, which is not of my expectation. Even you people don't tell me, I know I am selfish. But it is inevitable in order to survive in this cruel real world. I can't say I am the most important person in your life. However, I bet that I am the most special one you have ever met because you must not be able to find someone like me.

Things changed so much that it seems like experiencing centuries of generation within these years. I still remember the days we were together. Your face, dress, smile and even the book you were reading are all in my mind. We played happily in the cafe and I loved the chocolate bubble so much. I won't forget anything happened, no matter it is positive or not. However willful I was in the past, you tolerated me always and didn't blame me even once. Thanks for your love. I'm really lucky to have you in my life. I understand that I was too impulsive before, which made an indelible scar between us. I was totally sorry. I regret. I had already hurt each other twice, and I don't want to do the third time. I realize it is not the right time to make any changes. But I believe, the time will come soon, when I have become mature enough.