Feeling stress,
not because of the quiz,
just because i have realised the truth,
after i promoted to form 5,
my result became worst and worst,
i was so scared,
i don't know how long these fucking situation will continue,
put effort,but no reward
even lower than my expectation,
yah, i admit that there were so many careless mistakes in my quiz paper,
so my classmates just say{Be careful next time}
i wonder {how},,
maybe just two reasons..too nervous  or too relax..
so, i don't know how to tackle it,,,
The only method is....keep going...OR. take it easy!
Do you know how fucking i am..
people whose marks is higher than usual,
even higher than me,i felt FRUSTRATED.
 it really made me know how footling i am,
made me realise {my result is going backward},
HELPLESS.
FRUSTRATED,
all these feeling make me hesitate,
BUT there's no more time for hesitating,,
how to gain back my confidence again.how....
i won't let these fucking result continue anymore,
especially biology and economic,
It is possible that my wisdom is greatly reduced after i promoted to form4,,
yah.this situation started from form4.
Whatever the difficulties may be,
i must have a satisfied result in HKCEE and promote to form6 also.


 


One's strength does not match one's ambitions.