我自己無聊打既一篇野,,=]

我係1個好平凡既女仔,,今年讀緊中一,,平時每日返學只會係聽書,,吾會再做任何吾應該做既野,,讀書成績又吾錯,,我個樣都係好平凡,,從來都吾會同任何男仔拉上任何既關係,,係班入面只係有幾個要好既朋友,,但係上到中學,,令我遇見你,,每次分組既時候,,都係咁岩同你一組,,自始我地就相識起啦,,本來我地只係一對好同學,,我吾識功課打比你,,得閒就一齊傾下msn咁,,無咩野牙,,呢d都係朋友會做既野,,直到中一開始左半年嚕,,發覺好似鍾意左你,,點算好呢?!佢係未試過鍾意1個人,,第1個鐘意既人就係你,,佢吾知點好,,繼續返學,,繼續已一對好朋友一齊相處,,佢無諗過任何既要求,,佢既成績都繼續保持係高尚水平,,但有1次,,你問我抄功課果陣,,我十分o嘴,,我完全估吾到你係d咁既人,,又有1次,,你帶我去食煙,,我屋企人從來都吾食煙,,再講得好聽d,,我連煙都未見過,,又有1次,,你叫帶我電話,,我咪帶囉,,你上堂打電話比我,,結果我地兩個都記左2個小過,,係我人生既好多第1次,,都係同你一齊發生,,有時我都有諗過,,你究竟係咪鐘意我呢?!終於我鼓起勇氣,,同你係msn講左嚕,,本來都覺得無咩野家,,咪講下問受吾受囉,,點知你話受,,我既初戀就咁比左你嚕,,對於我地呢d從來未拍過拖既人,,咁好啦,,返學果陣咪同你一齊囉,,小息就一齊啦,,連放學都一齊,,試問有邊個吾知我地拍拖牙,,但你自己又話吾想咁揚,,咁我都無野好講啦,,好啦,,直到我地拍左差吾多一個月,,有一次放學,,你突然拖我隻手,,我想避,,但最後都無,,吾知點解牙,,自始,,我地每逢返學,,放學都一齊拖手行街,,就係咁,,我既成績就一直退步啦,,但發覺同你一齊咁開心,,都覺得係值得既,,/\/\,,直到我既生日,,你竟然係成班人面前同我kiss,,果次我真係好o嘴,,咁我都無出過聲啦,,因為我愛你,,但差吾多學期完嚕,,我只係有1次我同另外1個男仔講左2句野,,你就話要分手,,你知吾知我為左你付出幾多牙,,為左陪你,,我放棄我平時讀書既時間,,寧願同你1齊,,你想點,,我咪就你囉,,只不過我同另外1個男仔傾左2句野,,佢係我堂表哥黎家,,我同佢傾2句野炸wo,,你就話分手,,你有冇聽過我解釋牙,,成日只係話我錯,,我有冇出過聲牙,,我地分左手吾夠2日,,我就見到你同第2個女仔一齊,,你知吾知我幾心痛牙,,我有諗過係咪因為呢個女仔而你同分手,,但最後我都放棄左諗呢個問題,,到左兒家,,個個問我係咪仲鐘意你,,但我都話吾係,,可能呢d咪叫自欺欺人囉..!!