昨晚的飯後甜品 -- 特大號死貓sashimi, 我只能把牠原隻生吞...Totally exhausted 的一天
今年...該是說的最多話的一年. 想起小學時期被人當做阿四, 被玩次數多過吃飯, 那時只是自己一個默默的承受. 毫無還擊之力的我,大概是因為怕他們吧...到了今年, 被玩程度跟小學時期差不多, 可能是因為被人玩足9年的關係, 對這事情有了抗體, 麻木了, 冷淡了... 至少反應不會像DW在中史課時那麼大...
眼睛還沒完全的消腫, 很痛...開始對自己所做的事存在著猶疑, 總是覺得東西都給我做錯...上學期連累到Rosa他們音樂考試分數被拉低...罪疚感很重, Did I go wrong?
一日一歌: James Blunt -- Same Mistake
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And so I sent some men to fight
And one came back at dead of night
Said he'd seen my enemy
Said he looked just like me
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don't give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And maybe someday we will face
And maybe talk but not just speak
Dont buy the promises cause
There are no promises I keep
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don't give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake
I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don't give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
So while I'm turning in my sheets
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And once again I cannot sleep
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Walk out the door and up the street
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Look at the stars
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Look at the stars falling down
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And I wonder where
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Did I go wrong?
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