well.....how poor are you...or i should said you are lucky...
dear friend, you should think in a positive way, be more mature.
others can drink wine and you can't, so you must be more healthy~
and they play while you sleep, i want to sleep too...but there are
many stuff to do...so you are the lucky one, right?
Don't always think that you are alone, just let it be...
be strong and you can back soon....stand by your side forever~