12th Feb,2009 (Thursday)

start to write: 22:35 p.m

today,i want to write down the date..the time..
when i still remember it..

i want to write down some feeling what i 've..
when i still remember it..

because,i'm afraid when the time pass away
i gonna to forget it all...

after more than 24 hours after the torment..
at last,i can eat a little something..

but,i just eat a little bread..
because there still loss of appetite..

i think..now i can eat..
is it because i have already about to reach the terminal..

i'm afraid..
afraid i can't do anymore..
afraid i'll leave you all...