某年某月某日,我講過,我要用e幾日既假期令自己開心,令自己忘記唔開心既野,

但係我真係做唔到啦,今日既心情依然係一樣,因為今次e一刀真係割得好深...

琴晚出左去食飯,廢祝阿公生日,係一個開心既日子,

無論心入面有幾唔開心,發生左咩事,都應該係開開心心....

我覺得自己好叻,因為我做到,但係到左食完飯....我又再次哭起來...

見到婆婆同阿公都唔舒服,又腳痛,我個心好痛好痛....

無奈個陣我唔可以痛痛快快咁喊出黎...但係我心入而真係好痛好痛~

我唔想見到佢地咁樣呀,我埋怨自己無法令到佢地無咁痛....

我真係寧願我自己辛苦都唔想見到佢地咁樣呀..我個心好痛好酸..但係我咩都做唔到!

我嬲自己咩都做唔到...可能E幾日真係傷到麻目左啦....

今日返教會..大家都見我唔開心而唔敢講笑咁,sor!特別係阿哥同阿瑩..sorry!

我唔想你地為我擔心呀....但係真係好多謝你地每一個..感謝你地為我祈禱...

感謝神指引我接住落黎要點做....感謝神原諒我既過失....

琴晚收到峰峰既SMS,THZ!我唸我需要既係時間,但有你支持已經足夠了...

昨天我打左俾佢,可能咁做我內心會舒服d,但無奈佢竟跟我開玩笑..算吧!

E幾日睇左好多個人既qooza同xanga,原來佢地都唔係我想像中咁開心....

令我surprised既係..原來佢都係......

神,我已經變得麻目啦,今次係繼上次考試前發生既事之後,割得我最痛既一次,

我唔知可以點做...你來協助我吧,我個心好亂亂,唔知應該點樣..但感謝你一直在我身邊不離不棄...