日記~我已無心情再去打啦~~
今日,尋日......唉~而家個心好亂呀~
原來,我終於看清楚每一個人啦~
或者一切都無我錯~sorry!
唉~我個心好亂呀~算啦!
太累啦~好想休息下~
今日....其實真係無咩心情打日記~
今日一早就出左去啦.....下午返左church....
見到佢....但係大家一句話都無講過,一個眼神亦都無~
阿哥問我做咩...我無出到聲!
但係阿哥都知咩事啦.....哥同我講......e個時侯大家要冷靜一下~
或者係啦~~唉!
跟住出左沙田.....dinner去左食飯~
唉~~近幾日,每當我唸起個件事,我都會好震~
e種震唔係凍.....震到我都control唔到.......
唉~我唔知做咩~~唉唉~~
其實今次件事....有得有失~不過而家好多野都係估估下姐~~
但係我真係唔想誤會任何一個人呀!
我想搞清楚先~><
今次件事,真係好似好多把刀割埋黎~
但係令我最hurt既,並唔係某人作故仔之後傳開去,
當然,無可否應,係有d hurt.....因為我無做過..........
如果有做過都算好,但係我無呀..............
點解仲要有咁多個版本!?我真係無做過~><
令我最hurt既係.....佢竟然出賣我~
我記得小學唔知小五定小六......
盧偉曾經出賣過ANN,個陣ANN坐左係到,一粒聲都唔出,
個陣我真係唔明佢既感受,只係叫佢唔好咁啦~
但係,我而家終於明白啦,原來俾一個好好既朋友出賣係好難受架~
我聽到個陣,咩都講唔出,因為我真係估唔到,
但係唸返,可能都係我錯~
唸番佢個陣,係因為我,佢先會講左出黎~
唉~但係我都唔知可以點呀!!唉~~
今次件事,真係令我睇到太多野啦~
或者一切都係我錯,一切都係我既問題,
一切一切.......已經無話可說啦~
原來好多野,唔講清楚就會變成誤會~
我係咪3心2意~!?或者~但係而家我好肯定.....只有佢~
可惜大家唔知再有無機會............................
真係冷戰嗎!?><
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