Letter to my boyFriend

I felt so so so........ Sorry to push you in hurry and gave you heavy pressure before .Please forgive me too .Yes we should take a time and think about it seriously . Maybe I am a special personality girl in your mind (or no one can match me in the world ).Yes I am ... .I look like so common in the face and didn't want to be common girl moreover . But ,I ever know that no more lover in the world  can properly match each other but because of  love. All of them need to learn and learn continuously....We are too ....

By the way ,Don't worry about me (I don't know whoever you will )I will be all right and wait for you until you are ready to accept Irene for your lover and no more old girl friend memory .I wish and hope so that day will become the new day for us (the other term of romantic).As I do love you and I can't be your friend....

Sorry Sorry ...I don't know what I havd written about and don't want  to gusst the answer (if that is the end of us) Yet it just up to the nature or up to you .I am definitently depressed and heart broken in this moment .

Please Please and Please ..don't define me as a little girl or /Stuipted girl/low B girl . As I just want to told you what I am think about. Although I am young age but not the my experiences in my  life .You should be understand that .

If you meet me in some anywhere please don't call me and don't look me ,I afraid I will cry without control and I don't want to let u feel guilty for me again ..... I told myself I never knew you before .That should be made me feel better . 

Best Wish