today I went on a  field trip ar''

MARITIME MUSEUM~~

but GAY! it's rainin all the time -__________-""

gayass weather...

and how can life get more worse?

i txted my bro [jackie] and asked "what if i say i like u?"

then i waited for his reply...

waitin--------------

and then...

he txted back,,

sayin "i dunno ar'' can we jz be friends?"

i heard my heart cracked ar'''

hurt me so much T^T

lukily i didnt like him for long else i get hurt more lor;;;

i replyed back as " sorri ar''!i was jz doin a survey for my story ar" what a lame excuse,,,

heh if i look at this again when im few more yrs older i might laugh neh,,,

since this is the 1st ever time i confessed to a guy,,

and put on stupid excuses when he rejected me...

xD