It has been too long since my last update

after the close down of xanga

i came here to have a look with my blurred memory of password and user name

here i am, again

after a little arguement with him

we are holding a different approach towards after future

can we be in line with our future? can we create the same future together?

well, hard to say

i feel bad

seems that we are in the different world

seems that i wont be able to see him in a year

I dont wanna make him to make decision that he will regret

but i dont wanna lie to myself

i am not the world of him

i can never be the world of him

it seems that i am walking on a line

if i fall,

that's the end of everything