今日去左上水同我家姐一齊搞個頭,,,個頭搞左成34個鍾,,
之後我同我家姐分手後,,我就去左打機..跟住..夜d,,我係
打機果度等+2佢地,,,牙man黎左...之後同佢打機......
等果陣...見到佢....等到zomi放工我地就去左食野喇....
之後返fanling.....唔知點解好燥底,,,,,佢地[2個]好煩牙...
又唔知點解勁唔想講野,,,好唔hapi....之後到11點9就各自
各回家喇!!*

見到佢...好難受...佢仍然咁冷淡....真係好想變返之前咁,,,
冷淡原來真係真係好難受牙!!好辛苦...今日返到fanling
一路行一路諗野....想盡辦法令自己舒服d,,,點解唔可以?!*
點解中2人要中2得咁辛苦.....慢慢咁學懂放棄!!*但係,,
咁又點...心裡面依然係唔開心!!*我夠竟仲可以做d乜.,...
好似之前咁開心d,,,點解依家唔得?!*夠竟係我自己多野諗
定係,,,根本問題依然存在?!*我自己都唔知....我依家仲可以
做到d乜?!*點解佢要咁樣....透唔到氣既感覺又返返黎....

*喜歡[你],,卻未能,,放低[你],,
捨不棄,,可否給我再識[你]?!*

今日冇乜咩事發生,,夜晚同zomi,,ka wai,,ka yi去左fanling swim...
之後就去左食野...食完之後去左華天坐左一陣.....就返左屋企lu....

發覺自己其實仲好中2佢,,,已經2日冇打過比佢...話就話自己冇野,,,
但係,,,其實好想好想佢打黎....自己唔可以打比佢....因為我好驚我自
己會煩到佢...唔敢打...真係唔敢打....點先可以放棄....定係自己...唔
甘心佢之前咁對我....依家係我自己一手一腳搞到咁?!*我自己都唔知!!]]