there is too long time that i hv not writen down what i hv done in tw

recently

i hv got into a trouble

i want to sing a song in a show to ot103

but i really hv not any beat in my life

so i am so sorry about that

everyone are hot-blooded

it seems too hard to get into their group

am i too coldly?

maybe i am really not hot-blooded enough

i hv not joined any sport's competitions

so i hv not trained with them

maybe this is the main reason why i can't hv identity with them

recently

i hv a little bit worry

i worry that i can not handle the homework, the test, the project and many different things

i don't hv enough faith to realize i can do it

can i do it?

i hv asked myslf many times

but there is no ans

i know the world is big

and i just like a sand

but a sand also have a sand's trouble

i chatted with my lovely grandma in the afternoon

she told me my bro's trouble about his part time job

exactly, it is lena's trouble

she told me my uncle's health problem and the other trouble

it seems all of us hv different difficulties

ha, it is life, it is destiny, right?

i know i must be strong to face these difficulties

just a little difficulty in life

so it is not horrible

even though it seems not easy to pass, it will pass in the future

just relax and take it easy

i can do it, no, i must hv done it

i promise i can fulfil what you want me to fulfil

therefore

don't worry me

i will be fine