And then I went out for some snacks at seven. As I was a bit worried about the idea of getting out, I prayed to Lord Jesus that if it was safe to get out, the lift didn't stop at the fourth floor waiting. It didn't, so I went out. On the way I had dinner and a nice dessert and was less frightened. I fetched some snacks and bought a pair of socks on the way back. They were black and fluffy♥ Then I continued reading until eleven, and then I went to bed. I didn't turn off the light, and as I was drowsy I fell half asleep and I dreamed. Many in fact. I dreamed about having a girlfriend and we made out. I dreamed about visiting a foreign land with Chris and we talked about the university. I dreamed about someone broke in from the window, and she knocked a light beside my roommate's bed and went straight into the bathroom. I wondered if I should wake up and get her. And then I dreamed about a cat with a human face and manner and it was blue and it jumped down from my desk and headed out to the balcony. All these were horrifying for me and I sat up and texted my family. I went and turned off the light and was praying and was ready to fall asleep again while an alarm set off. I didn't know if it was the fire alarm or someone broke in or just someone's alarm clock. It went restless, again and again. I prayed, it stopped, and it went on again. It's ringing even now. Geez, I really could not sleep, so I continue reading. I also turned on the light so that I could read better. Thanks God for being here with me.
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