I felt so desperate yesterday, so desperate that I had a bad relationship with my classmates, and I couldn't feel good in class. I went back to dorm and played the guitar, and felt better. I was thinking about not going to chapel, but thought I might as well have a good worship there, so I went as planned. The prayer time at the beginning was great. The Lord said You ought to be strong when you're facing your enemies, those oppressed you. And we ought to be happy in tough situations. He was speaking to me. I felt beloved. Then I went back with Kelly ans Chris and we talked and prayed in a circle. It felt so good when people unified in prayers. So good.

Then I couldn't sleep still, but I relaxed and prayed and I slept. The Lord was looking after me and I felt great. I love you Lord.